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Grandpa by snowiegirl, literature

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Grandpa

I can't let go of the memories, I can't let go of the good times, I can't say goodbye. I just can't admit he's gone, I don't want to believe he left us, I can't say goodbye. This important person, He was one of my rocks, He grounded me, He helped make who I am, And I can't say goodbye. I know he's gone, I know he wouldn't want me to be as devastated as I am, I know he would want me to continue my life as if nothing as changed, But I can't because he's left suck a big hole in my heart, And I can't say goodbye. It's been over a month, I know I can't get over this in such a short time, But I'm trying to be strong, I'm trying to hold on, But

Broken by snowiegirl, literature

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Broken

Glass shattering on concrete, Strings breaking on a violin, Thunder booming at a distance, And lightning hitting a tree. Sounds ringing, Clear as a perfectly hit note, Echoing through me, As my heart shattered. Surely I wasn’t the only one who heard it. Surely I’m not the only one to know. Surely I won’t be able to function. Surely I will get over it. I couldn’t have concealed it behind a smile. I couldn’t have faked the indifference. I couldn’t have been so transparent. I couldn’t have hidden it so well. I was the only one to know, right? I am the only one to hurt, aren’t I? I was fine when

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All I really Want by snowiegirl, literature

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All I really Want

What I'd want back the most is my father The daddy I used to know The dad I wasn't ashamed of The Papa that I could love without reserve The Pa I could tell anything to without fearing anyone else knowing The father I could tell what I truly thought of what he did without being scared of being rebuked The daddy I loved and who has now disappeared and left another man in his place The dad that used to be and that I'll never get back The daddy I had and have no more for I lost him to another The Papa that isn't replaced by my godfather or uncles The Pa that doesn't get mad at almost every little word I say I want the father I had when I was a l

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Mar 10, 1993
Canada
Deviant for 14 years
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My name's Jai for short. I love to read, I play the violin, I draw and I write lots (as much as I read). I love animals. I'm now in college. I have friends all over the place. I'm there if my friends need me.

Current Residence: Canada
Favourite genre of music: Any kind except for wrap.
Favourite photographer: my friends
Favourite style of art: mine; it's unique and belongs to me alone
Operating System: Windows 7, Windows vista and Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: My current MP3 player.
Shell of choice: Don't know.
Wallpaper of choice: I rather wood.
Skin of choice: My own because I hate killing for nothing.
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny
Personal Quote: I didn't do it!

Favourite Movies

Harry Potter #3 and many others

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nickelback, Lincoln Park and too many others to name.

Favourite Books

Too many read to have a favorite

Favourite Writers

I read too many books to have a prefered author.

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My talent

Other Interests

I love playing the violin like that I can actually relax

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snowiegirl

Jan 12, 2017

Ramblings of a girl who can't seem to sleep...

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So until about mid-December I was in a relationship, but since I didn't exactly feel anything for the boy I left him because I felt like I was leading him on otherwise and I wouldn't want to be lead on myself, so yeah. Only problem is, now I feel really lonely even with my friends, family and pets surrounding me like there's a hole that needs to be filled, but I sure as hell am not ready to date again unless I want a trail of ex's behind me when I find the right guy. But when I was in my last romantic relationship, I didn't feel the need to even see the guy all that much. I could go for weeks without speaking to him or seeing him (took me a w

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snowiegirl

May 25, 2016

Slight Rant

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Gods I hate feeling sp insecure about myself and place in my relationship. I guess that after three years of being single and seven months of dating I still feel like I'm always screwing up and that no matter what I do, I'm just not good enough. I thought I'd gotten over the feeling of worthlessness and uselessness that having a partner cheat brings to a person, but I guess not. And lately that feeling has been bleeding into other aspects of my life and honsetly, if I could just magic it away and make myself feel better I would, no matter the price at this point. I just feel like that I'm pushing the good things in my life away just because I

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May 3, 2016

Guess I was on a roll tonight. Two drawings in one night when I haven't drawn anything and posted it in a couple of years. And the fact that they're at oppposites just goes to show my mood swings at this end of semester...